Out of sight, out of mind

Well here we are again, it's 4 months past coming back to Japan and I realized, I have not updated anything! I am the worst! I am working on this! Maybe I'll set an alarm. haha.

Anyways, It's been crazy 4 months. Just to fill in anyone who is still reading my posts, it's been a rough year (last 12 months) and I'm so happy to be back in Japan to find peace and happiness and having the support to help raise my son. My social media shows me traveling all over the world and having fun doing it but it doesn't show the struggle of having to raise my son as if I was a single mom. It doesn't show the countless nights I stayed up while he slept to try and figure out how I was going to make more money to make sure all the bills were paid and to feed my son. My family has been such a blessing in helping me out and recovering from some trauma from the last year and I look forward to be able to blog about happy things and do what I love which is write and travel.

I love being a mom and I feel so blessed to have those around me who are helping me take control of my life and rebuild and create a new life for my son and me! I promise, happy posts from now on but I figure, there are some people out there who need to hear that it's ok to not feel ok, but it's when you have nothing that you can only go up from there :) Love you all!